Yeah I know it’s been a while since I’ve been here. And there’s really a lot of things that have and has been going on and going through my head that I wanted to write here, and there are a lot of times, well actually every time, it feels like my head will explode for not writing every thoughts I have or events happening in my life from one moment to another. So for now, here’s my quick fix.
And oh, by the way, I wrote this one last Wednesday, and it’s just now that I got the chance to post it here. My notebook is full of these un-posted things already. Anyway, here goes another crap out of my head...
Last Sunday after my band practice, I went to see my friends/classmates from 3rd year high school, those who are still staying here in Manila, in a karaoke night they’ve arranged using facebook. 21st century. Wow! I got to chat and had a lot of laughs with them, and it’s so nice exchanging news on what’s going on with them. There’s even secrets from way back that’s just recently revealed. Oh well. There’s this one classmate that I got to talk to about a lot of things including, err, love life. She even told me that she’s having problems with her current boyfriend. Oh wait, that’s still not the problem, she’s in love with him, as in crazy, martyr in-love, even with the fact that this particular loser boyfriend had cheated on her a couple of times already. Hmmm… Omit the crazy part, because hey, there’s crazy in all of us. Ok moving on. I just supported her in her decision, and told her to keep holding on…
What?! Something wrong with what I said? What can I do?! It is this “so-called” “L. O. V. E.” thing that we are talking about! It seems real to me so, I can’t argue with that you know. Good times.
Earlier, while preparing for work, something reminded me of what we talked about that night. I realized, when people usually give advice about love and relationships, they say something like, “do not give your 100% self or your 100% love” kind of, crap? I’d say what the hell. I did not mention any of that by the way. Aside from just supporting her, I should have told her, or should I say, added on my advice to her, which I also want to say to everyone, as my two cents to this particular phenomenon of being human, to just, “Not loose or forget who she is / who we are”.
What I have just said was unclear to me as well. But there’s a question my self gave me from that line...
“Do you know yourself in the first place”?
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