“I don’t know”. That’s the phrase I’ve been using a lot lately. I’m not sure if I should be glad if I don’t know or I’m not certain about a thing or two, or should I be cautious. Well what the heck. I overslept again this morning where-in I don’t see any reason why my body should. But I feel so down. No particular reason. I feel like sh*t in the middle of the road being scattered to pieces by a heavy pouring rain. I feel so out of place. I feel so way down. I can’t seem to smile a lot and I’m not sure why. I also noticed myself spacing out a lot lately. And earlier, even a once-in-a-lifetime-sit-beside-a-solofly-super-cute-college-girl-in-her-uniform-in-an-almost-empty-aircon-bus-while-stuck-in-traffic-along-edsa-ayala happened, and yet, I did not do something about it. I just stared up to the gloomy sky, wishing for the rain.
There is so much to do. Also, it’s Friday and I should be off somewhere. There’s even an event that will be held tomorrow where my number one crush in the whole Philippines will be attending, and my friends invited me to take some photos and asked me if I can come. Guess what I answered? “I don’t know”. Well it’s because I just don’t know my schedule yet. I’m still waiting for important calls (yes, even on Saturdays). Or maybe it’s because I feel like this is a crappy week and I’ve been on a losing streak. It is really putting me so out of mood. I think my mom even noticed it earlier and asked me what is wrong. I just told her, “wala lang”. Even my cat, named Bubbles, as I’m writing this, jumps on the table, and five centimeters right into my face, gave me an unusual blank stare. I responded by lying the right side of my face flat on the notebook.
I hope tomorrow will be better.
Come on, self! Get over it already and cheer up!
The rainy season is around anyway!
Cheer up. Cheer up! ^^
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